Hi learned members,
This is my first post, and I'd understand if this comes off as a sort of wired question.
But trust me, it's being asked in utter sincerity.
Birth details :
D.O.B. : 23/03/1989
Time : 8:40AM
Place : Kharsia, Raigarh, Chhattisgarh (21:58 N / 83:7 E)
My Rahu mahadasha was from 2001 to 2019. A slow, deceptive, downward , spiral after a glowing mars dasha. Was topper at school in mars periood, good at extra curricular activities, loads of friends, no self esteem issues. In Rahu Dasha, though, things steadily declined. But it was the Sade sati, that broke me down, from end 2006 to end 2014. Very worst period of my life. My engineering went for a toss and I suffered in every area of life. Won't go into details. Too painful. But the result was this : I was alone. No friends. Not a single one. My phone does not ring. No notification beeps from social media. It's like I'm a living, breathing ghost.
I started reading books and started working on a novel in September 2015 as a result of 'Even I could do better than this' . Now I think this is what suits me. Maybe it's why I wasn't allowed to succeed in B.E. But being bitten by Rahu and Shani, I don't want to live in fantasy world. So this is me, trying to ascertain it from the mystical point of view.
What little of astrology I know about, makes me want to about Jaimini perspective too, if possible. Mercury is my atmakarka, the lord associatied with Communication and writing, Saturn is amatyakarka and 10th lord sitting in 9th (of publishing, I'm told). Gemiani is both Karakamsa and Arudha lagna : the proverbial 3rd house (and The Sign ) responsible for Communication and writing. Saturn has both parasari and Jaimini aspect on Karakamsa Gemini. In D-9 mercury sits in Gemini in 7th house, with ketu (itself in 5th house of creativity in D -1 ).
So should I consider these portents? Or am I seeing things that I desperately want to see? Can I make it as a serious, professional writer, devoting my entire life to this, or is it just a phase?
Please give me your guidance. It'll be deeply appreciated.